…..it’s been awhile. After an extended hiatus from my blog, I have returned to my writing with a mission to explore every stone left unturned regarding the questions I get asked on a weekly basis: When are you going to play golf again?
Here’s the reality, I stopped playing competitively after my 2018 season left me feeling like Moira Rose her first week in Schitt’s Creek. I didn’t know who I was, who I had been, where I was going and frankly I just wanted to be as far away from golf as possible. For so long I always felt like I was battling golf, not playing it.
It was early January of 2019 when I finally looked myself in the mirror and gave myself permission to end the battle. But little did I know that was not the end of it. That is when the real work began as I constantly began to wonder if I had surrendered, lost or if perhaps by taking a stand for my own mental health it was a victory. With how competitive I am though, most days it just felt like a loss.
But here we are, 3 years later and while my competitive fire is still there, I have yet to dip my toes back into competitions. But I want to start exploring a return. So my goal is to fire back up this blog, and share. Writing has always been a great way to for me to organize my thoughts. So I’ll be here weekly talking about “The Fitness Caddie Project”, please join me 🙂